Depressed Can't Rest

I never want to sleep again

Put away this pad put away this pen

I don’t want to dream anymore

I don’t want to believe anymore

I don’t want much, is a little too much to ask for

I assume so I’ll catch you later you wont see me when I go

So how about no tomorrows, today is any promises

No misses, no makes, no words, words fake

Strangling rakes is a mistake

Beating a dead horse of course makes hand coarse right Jake?

Right SNAKE? Of course it’s right if only I could lie straight

Lie down go to sleep but I CAN'T I'M AFRAID

The gullible guppies will swim around in my head

Procreate, bait, and reel in a real sucker

Pucker up them lips

Time to be skinned cutup and roasted

Here’s a toast here’s a toast to you

So here I lie, I lie a wake

It’s the truth the truth will break

Down the wall the walls of hate

But I lie I lie awake

So here I lie I lie awake

It’s the truth the truth will break

Down the wall the walls of hate

But I lie I lie awake

So here I lie

I never want to feel again

Take my senses remove them till I feel like them

Till I feel venom of spider in my veins

Numbing slowing sedating the pain

Rumbling humbly regaining my name

Or till I exhaust my movements and evaporate

Cease the hate grow up go be another cor-por-ate

Product I’ll stay organic can free, feel free to just can it

Words are worthless but will attack with force

And leave blunt trauma to the head and tor-

So I know or so I’ve felt

Words carry weight like elephants upon the shelve

The elephants in room the diet didn't help

Nose is a still too long ear still too big

Memory can’t forget but memory can forgive

Loosen the belt tighten up he don’t smoker so he can’t lighten up

So here I lie, I lie a wake

It’s the truth the truth will break

Down the wall the walls of hate

But I lie I lie awake

So here I lie I lie awake

It’s the truth the truth will break

Down the wall the walls of hate

But I lie I lie awake

So here I lie

Here I lie while always telling the truth

Here I am angry at the confused

Here I lie, here lied to, abused

I wish I had known who was real

But still years can't guarantee integrity

I wish it could I wish it would

But behind closed doors, they do you dirty

Like a Laundromat name drop in the hat

Slipt slipt splat!

Slip on detergent you on your back, Jack

Jill done pushed you down the hill

Whether ignorantly or maliciously

She knocked you down when she deceived

Took your crown just to see if she could

And she did; now your head hurts

Can’t get up want to sit up but lies

Restrain you rearrange you

And make you want to walk away when it pains you

So here I lie, I lie a wake

It’s the truth the truth will break

Down the wall the walls of hate

But I lie I lie awake

So here I lie I lie awake

It’s the truth the truth will break

Down the wall the walls of hate

But I lie I lie awake

So here I lie, I lie awake

It’s the truth the truth will break

Down the wall the walls of hate

But I lie I lie awake

So here I lie, I lie awake

It’s the truth the truth will break

Down the wall the walls of hate

But I lie I lie awake